from today onwards, i'll be the loudmouth, uncouth, vulgarities spewing ah lian you never met. the truth is all these years, the well mannered, some ppl think gentle, sophiscated, quiet (haha) girl is merely a cover up.
i've decided to rebel against all theses. i'm fed up with being good.
ok am just trying to dramatise things a little here. haha.
what i'm trying to say is not to think 'what you see is exactly what you get' i'm even more complicated then anyone else. pls don't think you already know me, unless you have known me for years. i'm just sick of being misunderstood all the time... but i'm not saying i'm fake. (hahaha) what you see is as real as it gets. how i speak, laugh and behave.
contradictory? yes, cause it's coming from me.
anyway i've realised i've been too good. i want to re-do my rebellious years again.
so cigarettes, alcohol and flings here i come! LOL.
awwwww ya all, im sorry i just love being a drama queen sometimes. and i know some of u r gonna shake ya head in disbelief. lol. there is always room for humor right? just too many bothersome things in life now, i want out from them soon, but i haven made my decisions. so in the mean while, be entertained by my crazy thoughts.
