Tuesday, July 18, 2006
i want fireworks. NOW. i want round turquoise earrings. NOW.
na:. says: i think hor. na:. says: it will b easier for me to find a man n marry! haha na:. says: compared to finding a job! RoCkIsOn - music knows no boundaries... says: ........................ RoCkIsOn - music knows no boundaries... says: mi lah mi lah.... RoCkIsOn - music knows no boundaries... says: muhahahaha!!!!!!!!! na:. says: haha
the above conversation just sums up my feelings about the job hunt.
and a short conversation w my mom just now made me feel guilty. i had to bite my lips to prevent myself from smiling and sissy n i couldn't control ourselves after my mom walked into the ladies first leaving us outside, and we burst out giggling between ourselves.
anyway i found this entry under jan 2006: new year resolutions (in no particular order)
1.) get my driving licence - ok, i'll get my ass down to doing something abt it soon. soon. 2.) learn another language: Japanese (4 years since i stopped lessons) and Malay - was just thinking of checking out schools w wazzie to continue it. 3.) save more money (restrain myself during sales, shop less, buy less) - don't even talk abt it. this half a year i spent an incredible amount of money on shopping than anything else! 4.) exercise more, yoga (been 1.5 years since my last class) etc. - just alittle more only... 5.) take photography lessons (been 5 years since i mentioned it) - been toying around with this idea. i'll save for my SLR first. 6.) graduation trip with girlies to Bangkok - gone down the drain 7.) Shanghai to look for arte - gone down the drain too cos that woman is coming back soon 8.) volunteer - ah, haven got down to research abt this. too caught up with my own life. 9.) be thankful for what i have and stop comparing - STILL trying to acheive this. human nature. 10.) be more appreciative of my family and grandparents and friends - i often forget abt this, esp towards my family. but i try.
i kinda forgot what i wrote till i saw this entry again. it's no wonder people say resolutions r just resolutions. they never get done. maybe next yr i'll not write them
today is wed. 12.34am. i'm listening to JJ. it's july for god's sake.
