Sunday, September 17, 2006
i wish i was younger, think back to sec sch, poly n uni days when i didnt have to take certain things so seriously. if only i could do a mixture of it all, WELL! like it's seriously possible to go back to the past... i miss the fun. it just seems like every single thing i do now will have an effect on something else, and it's not so simple to say i dun care, i do wat i want i do wat i like anymore. more thought has to be put into decisions i can't just run away why must i grow up being 22 is not much fun anyway, work is eating away all my time n energy. i dunno wat will happen to me when i have to officially handle all my duties i constantly remind myself to face reality, but i secretly dream i could drop everything n run away. HAHA argh. i'm so pampered. my constant source of amusement really cracks me up!
