Friday, September 08, 2006
it's tough trying to explain myself, 'cause i don't really know how to. but i was really preoccupied with decision making and had to balance my time amongst so many ppl, things and commitments calling out for my attention, and it was really tough and difficult for me, coupled with the unsupportive comments that i didn't need. it was very important which i chose, 'cause the decision would have had direct impact on my family and friends and i did not know what i wanted. as i said, 24 hours a day is never enough i didn't want to cause whatever unhappiness either it was never intentional. i did try my best to balance and spend as much time as i possibly could with everything and everyone. i don't expect that it's easy for anyone to say they understand, but i really do appreciate it, i was exhausted by the end of the week. i didn't manage it well maybe i don't really know what to say only my apologies if i've neglected you.
