Saturday, July 07, 2007
bah. it's 1 am in the morning and i'm wide awake. Saturday morning
my parents are asleep, my sister gathered her friends and trooped off to eve's place for mahjong, ben's got morning class later so he left for home earlier and is alrdy snoozing off in his bed.
ben's cellphone is almost trashed and at the service center now, we're both pretty upset cos all the stupid textes i sent him are most prolly lost.
i'm hungry and dreaming of bbq food. just stuffed myself with a fresh prune and a choc peanut cookie that has been sitting in the fridge since forever.
wished i had the freedom to pursue my interests instead of having to slog for 5 days at my desk at shenton way, and be looking forward to the weekends daily. i dunno how i can live like this for the rest of my life, esp so when i will spend most of my time till retirement working.
and ever since work, i haven been reading much. not even the papers
for now.. i guess i only work to spend. the satisfaction of owning new toys seems to be the only motivation to work, for money.
