Thursday, September 18, 2008
i think i can sum up why i was feeling what i was feeling at work this afternoon.
for starters, i thought tmr was a Thursday.
and my boss unloaded off some work onto me first thing on Monday morning, talk abt Monday blues. and i received emails from my other boss with 'Karina can u take charge of this'.
so much da bian. sometimes wld just want to hide in my corner cube and do my BAU stuff.
also, i'm sick of having to constantly haunt ppl for things they owe me because i need to consolidate it or put together something. as me and Goat summed it up today, it's better to be the Haunted than the Hauntee cos Haunteds always have the upper hand and can just ignore u.
the economy is starting to see gloomier days ahead and i can't help to feel a lil helpless.
for one that means i can no longer think that i can just quit anytime i want and look for another job.
it also signifies belt tightening days ahead, no more iPod, DSLR, holidays, online shopping, splurging during Gucci sales or on the LV handbag i'm eyeing. boooo.... not to mention the uncertainties that come with restructuring/re-organisation. boo boo boo.